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ive been thinking alot lately and ive wanted to write down my thoughts in my journal but i havent had a computer handy since ive been on break. so i have to try and remember exactly what it is i wanted to write. first of all, im very irritated at the moment because im a fucking loser and forgot my paxil at home before i planned a little trip away from home. so now i want to cry because of the slightest irritation, but i cant allow myself to do that.
im just mad because my new years plans my be messed up. ...so right now im at my dads house because i came down to go to my brothers b-day party. normally i would have gone back home but no, he wanted me to stay a few days and hang out for new years. but then he and his wife go and accept a party invitation with out thinking of me and i cant go. so now i have to find something to do. i cant go to a party with kristin like she wanted me to but i have to go and pick up my niece and ill be back in time but her friend is going to and he lives in VA and there is all these like coordiation problems and its just making me feel frustrated and i dont want things to be a flop, and im just mad and what ever.
im just mad because my new years plans my be messed up. ...so right now im at my dads house because i came down to go to my brothers b-day party. normally i would have gone back home but no, he wanted me to stay a few days and hang out for new years. but then he and his wife go and accept a party invitation with out thinking of me and i cant go. so now i have to find something to do. i cant go to a party with kristin like she wanted me to but i have to go and pick up my niece and ill be back in time but her friend is going to and he lives in VA and there is all these like coordiation problems and its just making me feel frustrated and i dont want things to be a flop, and im just mad and what ever.