well its election day
it seems to me that i have not posted in a while, well maybe thats because i havent. ive been too preoocupied crying because im lame but im not even going to go into that. i dont understand why i have so many mood swings. i mean ive been unusally upset over the last 10 days because i havent had my paxil and im going through extreme withdaw, but i wish that maybe some day ill get stable. and i dont want to be on so many meds. and blah. so i definately have ADD. when i think i have something i deny things alot because my mom also said i was a hypochondriac but most of the things i had i did, um like diabetes, and i have ADD. i got meds for it. they kinda help, i know they help keep me awake during the day...im an idiot and cant focus and i stayed up all night. i need to write my presentation, and after i stopped being mad, because certain things just piss me off, i just fucked around online for four hours. and seeing as the polls open at 7am i might as well just walk up the hill and vote since im concious. and i guess thats about it.