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so everybody tells me im selfish.
and everybody tells me im fucked in life if i dont marry rich.
and the thing i wanna do with my life
isnt going to be good enough.
and i dont even really know what i want to do.
im not playing soccer this fall,
the one thing i love the most.
i dont want to do it anymore.
sigh.
maybe ill save my money this year
and disappear after graduation
and go to europe.
seems like the best bet.