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hmm.
at points i want to write down everything i'm feeling and be like here you go... here's the rest of whats left of me...
but then i realized if i did that, it would be a complete lie.
you all may have moved on and hate me, want me out of your life, or written me off as uncool, and i would just like to grant you the okay to go on.
i've grown tired of being the one trying to keep in touch. i gave most of you a call anywhere between 1 to 3 times since we last saw each other, and i never recieved a phone call back to even say 'hi'.
i remembered everything that was said, i remember how being nice to someone doesn't mean you like them. it was like the plastics, but in actual world.
i thought everything i wanted, and everything that was going on, i actually was missing out on. and i felt hurt by trying to stay in touch, and being rejected time and time again but after talking to a guy for 3 hours in past few days i've realized i've missed nothing. it gave me time to readjust and change my point of view on many things, and many people.
So, my final words on this entire situation- if you want to get together and hang out, call me- it's on my book of face's page if you don't know it- but otherwise i'm steering clear of the entire mess i thought i belonged in.
at points i want to write down everything i'm feeling and be like here you go... here's the rest of whats left of me...
but then i realized if i did that, it would be a complete lie.
you all may have moved on and hate me, want me out of your life, or written me off as uncool, and i would just like to grant you the okay to go on.
i've grown tired of being the one trying to keep in touch. i gave most of you a call anywhere between 1 to 3 times since we last saw each other, and i never recieved a phone call back to even say 'hi'.
i remembered everything that was said, i remember how being nice to someone doesn't mean you like them. it was like the plastics, but in actual world.
i thought everything i wanted, and everything that was going on, i actually was missing out on. and i felt hurt by trying to stay in touch, and being rejected time and time again but after talking to a guy for 3 hours in past few days i've realized i've missed nothing. it gave me time to readjust and change my point of view on many things, and many people.
So, my final words on this entire situation- if you want to get together and hang out, call me- it's on my book of face's page if you don't know it- but otherwise i'm steering clear of the entire mess i thought i belonged in.