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[iwasfading]

Continued from here. and here.She wanted to see something of mine. How was I supposed to make that happen? If I thought about it, would everything change again and we'd be transported? Apparently so because from the kitchen we were standing in front of a church

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[goaskmalice]

I was glad to be away from my life, now that I had the memories back I wasn't sure that I wanted them back at all. Instead I found myself standing in the middle of a church she had pulled me into, Sophia explaining to me that this was a place of sanctuary. Was it? I always hated church back when Mom used to actually make me go. Before she got so drunk she stopped remembering God

[faithsbitch]

I ran into the church and stopped when I heard Faith say Spike's name. I could see...Spike pinning a girl to the floor and preparing to kill her.

The brunette with Faith turned to look at me and smiled at Spike and me, "Just in time for the show, but it's a repeat for Daddy."

Her arm snaked around Faith's waist protectively and possessively as I tried to figure out what the hell was going on. She was a vampire and Faith was with her.

Looking at Spike I said, "What is this?"

The girl on the floor, the innocent human version of the girl pressing her lips to Faith's temple was screaming, "PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T DO THIS. DON'T KILL ME, PLEASE."

"You killed her. She's yours."

"I was once, but now I am hers and she is mine," The vampire said flashing me a smirk. "You can't have her back."

What the fuck?

[littlecockney]

One point we were in the apartment and the other we were someplace that was awfully familiar and became more and more familiar by the second. It was her, both of them, really, but it was her. Sophia. Could smell her all around me and could smell the fear that came off of her in waves. I clenched my teeth together as I followed the two inside of the church that I made Sophia.

Connor and I walked in, watchin' the display, the repeat of what I'd already done. Sophia was showin' Faith this? Why .. how? All along, it was her and when I saw her with Faith, standin' there and holdin' her close, somethin' inside of me just wanted to rip her soddin' head off.

I watched myself as I killed Sophia expertly before glancin' over at Faith.

"I don't think that's for you to decide, Sophia," I said and headed over toward them. Or was it?

"Faith?"

[iwasfading]

I smirked at my daddy when he announced that it wasn't for me to decide. He didn't understand. I was different now. All grown up and bigger and badder than he could ever be.

I could hear my younger self drinking deeply and the process of her transformation was almost complete.

Tugging Faith close, I kissed her neck, right over one of my bites and looked at my daddy and the boy he brought with him. He smelled like family too, but he had a heart beat. I could hear it.

"You don't want to leave me do you, Faith? You like it here with me. We play the best games together. I bet they don't play as nicely as I do."

[iwasfading]

"If you can't learn to play nice we won't let you play at all," I warned Spike, but the warning was for the boy too. Whoever he was.

"Baby," I said to Faith, brushing the dark hair from her eyes as I looked at her, really looked at her. "Do you want to leave them now?"

I could change our destination if she was ready to go. They would try and find us in the other place, but even if they found us? They couldn't have her.

"We could stay and make them do tricks if you want. Did you enjoy the games you used to play with them?" Bet they weren't as fun as the games she played with me.

Walking behind her, I tilted her head to the side and sank my fangs into her neck, drinking just a bit, but it was a territorial thing. Plus it would blow her mind to be bitten while tripping. Loved to blow her mind.

[goaskmalice]

I wasn't really sure how to answer her question because the way Connor was looking at me, the questions he was asking me. I really thought about it for a minute, thought about my mother's living room and what it looked like in there. The way her eyes would light up in a fury.

I guess I didn't answer fast enough because my head was tilted to the side and I felt her fangs in my throat. I'd gotten used to the feeling since Sophia decided she wanted to keep me.

I mouthed the words New Mexico to Connor, as Sophia finally pulled her fangs out of my neck and wrapped an arm languidly around my waist.

"They don't play nearly as rough as you do." I said to her, before glancing back over at Spike. Or maybe they do....

[faithsbitch]

New Mexico. Right. We would be heading there as soon as we woke up.

Man the drug was so fucked up because there was something about watching her feed from Faith was...turning me on? Yeah, no doubt the drug took you to the deepest parts of hell and left you there.

"I think we play plenty rough," I said, as I caught the gaze of the vampire who was licking Faith's blood from her lips.

"You know if you kill her there won't be a corner of hell for you to run and hide in right?" I asked her as she laughed and walked over to me. I expected her to hit me, but she kissed me inside. Hard.

When she pulled back she was smiling and her eyes were so fucking dark. Dark like Faith's.

"I am hell, little boy. I don't hide from anyone."

[littlecockney]

I kept my eyes on both of them as she sank her fangs in and I licked my lips. I could almost taste Faith's blood like I used to before, plenty times. My body was buzzin' even though I didn't want it to. Didn't want this, but my body knew differently.

Then she kissed Connor and I watched her then, then the lil' tidbit that she was hell. Well, s'been awhile, but Sophia has on her big bad girl pants and it was soddin' hot.

"Right. You're hell, no hidin'," I just nodded and looked at her and then at Faith. I knew we'd find her and then things were certainly goin' to change. She could count on that.