Oct 26, 2006 03:31
"I guess I could be upset about what happened to me, but then I realise there are so many beautiful things in this world"
"what ever doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
i met my dad for the first time in 6 years tonight... its a new day fuck all the shitty people who didnt help me get to today and made my life harder till now...
i have a family now.. a real one i can lean on.. i love jim and i love my dad.. i feel home and happy..
i start working for my dad on monday.. he is going to help me get out of debt and back on my feet.. im going to have a life,things, help and love..
his embrace was so needed.. i havent felt the urge for someones aproval in like ever.. all i want is him to be proud of me.. im gonna work my ass of to become someone..
life is starting to look up.. thank you.. god whatever thank you for giving me this.. i needed it more then anything
in other news i got to say goodbye to the love of my life with a goodbye kiss... i loved you more than anyone will ever again beautiful angel of my past, have a good life.. be happy cause i dont want anything more than your happieness <3 haha all i ever wanted was closure and a goodbye that was the last time your lips will feel mine "so kiss me HARD cause this will be the last time that i let you!"
thank you for that..
<3 my family & friends