I'll open up and be your parachute...
I want to escape reality and succumb to the land of dreams.
Yeahp. The pressure is starting to get into me to the point I can't work at anything at all. I don't want to think anymore. Pakshet.
Oh. I took a Personality test - kinda required for a class - and I got the result of an ISFP: Introverted Sensing, Feeling, Perceiving. And according to the description of D. Keirsey, I'm an ARTISAN COMPOSER.
Here's the Description and LOL... What I think about the result:
More than the other Artisans, Composers are in tune with their senses, and so have a sure grasp of what belongs, and what doesn't belong, in all kinds of works of art. While the other Artisans are skilled with people, tools, and entertainment, Composers have an exceptional ability-seemingly inborn-to work with subtle differences in color, tone, texture, aroma, and flavor.
Although Composers often put long, lonely hours into their artistry, they are just as impulsive as the other Artisans. They do not wait to consider their moves; rather, they act in the here and now, with little or no planning or preparation. Composers are seized by the act of artistic composition, as if caught up in a whirlwind. The act is their master, not the reverse. Composers paint or sculpt, they dance or skate, they write melodies or make recipes-or whatever-simply because they must. They climb the mountain because it is there.
This ability to lose themselves in action accounts for the spectacular individual accomplishments of some Composers, and yet on their social side they show a kindness unmatched by all the other types. Composers are especially sensitive to the pain and suffering of others, and they sympathize freely with the sufferer. Some have a remarkable way with young children, almost as if there were a natural bond of sympathy and trust between them. A similar bond may be seen between some Composers and animals, even wild animals. Many Composers have an instinctive longing for the wilds, and nature seems to welcome them.
Composers are just as plentiful as the other Artisans, say nine or ten per cent of the population, but in general they are very difficult to observe and thus greatly misunderstood. Very likely the difficulty comes from their tendency not to express themselves verbally, but through their works of art. Composers are usually not interested in developing ability in public speaking, or even in the art of conversation; they prefer to feel the pulse of life by touch, in the muscles, in the eyes, in the ears, on the tongue. Make no mistake, Composers are just as interested as other types in sharing their view of the world, and if they find a medium of non-verbal communication-some art form-then they will express their character quite eloquently. If not, they simply remain unknown, their quietness leaving their character all but invisible.
Bob Dylan, Jackie Kennedy Onassis, Cher, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Mel Brooks, Steven Spielberg, and Neil Simon are examples of a Composer Artisans.
I took the test 4 times just to check, but the results never change. I kind of believe it then. On some of the parts. Hahahaha. I'm an Introvert. It's hard to talk (talk as in vocally/in-person) about my feelings. LOL I am misunderstood sometimes.XD Hmmm.. And YES, I love nature, but I think nature hates me. I'm sensitive and allergic to things, which makes me a home person. I DO plan things because I get paranoid sometimes. But when an idea strikes, as much as possible I want to work on it asap, or make a sketch of it so I won't forget it. It usually remains in my mind for days... Weeks.. Months... Years (LOL depends). It's like.. It's haunting you when you still haven't done it.XD
At 21, I can say my health is damn deteriorating..XD Masyadong maraming kaartehan puta di naman ako mayaman bakit ganito??!?!XD
I'm frustrated that I get sick so easily these days. My allergic rhinitis is a constant thing in my life. It never goes - and I bet, will NEVER go away. It had already affected my eyes. The stomach pains were a torture since last year - or was it two years ago? Whatever. It occurs more often these days and it's frustrating.
The ITCH comes back every now and then, except that I know better than to scratch my skin 'til it bleeds. Only red patches on my legs when they itch<3 I don't want to add any more scars on my legs. The old ones are starting to lighten up. Maybe in another year they'd be gone. It's kinda weird that when it starts to get itchy, it's always on the same areas as before. Hmm...
I tire a bit faster now compared before. I mean, I've always stayed late, but these days the aches come faster. And now, adding up to the headache and backache during stressful days, is the difficulty in breathing. I wasn't hyperventilating so I don't think it's a panic attack. Mabigat lang sa dibdib, and my breathing becomes draggy... too heavy(?). I did panic when I just couldn't breathe properly. Hahahaha I immediately to the living room to lie down.XD I can feel my pulse on my head, making me quite dizzy, and I was trying to relax and just breeeeaaaaaaatthhee... Maybe it was the heat. Or maybe it's something that concerns my heart? Hmm.. Taba kasi eh ayan tuloy!XD But then again, it would have already happened a long time ago. I've always been fat. But then again maybe that's the point. Maybe it's getting worse, noh? I guess I should start that exercise routine then. The only thing that's stopping me is my own laziness. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL Snake na nga Taurus pa. Ano ba. Ako na ang tamad.
LOL... Stress. I know I said I'd like to die young, but please. Let me live up to at least 40-50. Hahahahahaha.
I'd like to thank Carla for that TRAIN post in her LJ. I love their songs now<3 I like listening to Parachute, This Ain't Goodbye and Hopeless.<3 I haven't downloaded the songs yet. Gaaaaaaaahhh.. And I have to find Feeder and Forty Foot Echo's songs too. YAY to music!!XD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNDD... Yeah. I've finished James Rollins' THE SANDSTORM, the first installment on the SIGMA FORCE series. I couldn't put the book down since I borrowed it yesterday and so I just have to finish it. I enjoy the simplicity of the text. It's not really that hard to understand - except when they start talking about science shit and history. I don't know much about science. Damn, I suck at Science. And with History - I don't know a lot about world history too, but I like it.XD LOOOOOOL I did something stupid though..XD Remember I've read James Rollins' THE JUDAS STRAIN first, and hell, I didn't know the sequence of the books with the DARPA/SIGMA FORCE series so I searched on google. I found the right sequence in Wikipedia, but DAMN there was a spoiler about the first book!! Hahahahaha it didn't stop me from reading though..XD
I'm going to read the rest of the series since I love adventure and solving the puzzle/mystery. LOOOOOOOOL...
Yeahp. The pressure is starting to get into me to the point I can't work at anything at all. I don't want to think anymore. Pakshet.
Oh. I took a Personality test - kinda required for a class - and I got the result of an ISFP: Introverted Sensing, Feeling, Perceiving. And according to the description of D. Keirsey, I'm an ARTISAN COMPOSER.
Here's the Description and LOL... What I think about the result:
More than the other Artisans, Composers are in tune with their senses, and so have a sure grasp of what belongs, and what doesn't belong, in all kinds of works of art. While the other Artisans are skilled with people, tools, and entertainment, Composers have an exceptional ability-seemingly inborn-to work with subtle differences in color, tone, texture, aroma, and flavor.
Although Composers often put long, lonely hours into their artistry, they are just as impulsive as the other Artisans. They do not wait to consider their moves; rather, they act in the here and now, with little or no planning or preparation. Composers are seized by the act of artistic composition, as if caught up in a whirlwind. The act is their master, not the reverse. Composers paint or sculpt, they dance or skate, they write melodies or make recipes-or whatever-simply because they must. They climb the mountain because it is there.
This ability to lose themselves in action accounts for the spectacular individual accomplishments of some Composers, and yet on their social side they show a kindness unmatched by all the other types. Composers are especially sensitive to the pain and suffering of others, and they sympathize freely with the sufferer. Some have a remarkable way with young children, almost as if there were a natural bond of sympathy and trust between them. A similar bond may be seen between some Composers and animals, even wild animals. Many Composers have an instinctive longing for the wilds, and nature seems to welcome them.
Composers are just as plentiful as the other Artisans, say nine or ten per cent of the population, but in general they are very difficult to observe and thus greatly misunderstood. Very likely the difficulty comes from their tendency not to express themselves verbally, but through their works of art. Composers are usually not interested in developing ability in public speaking, or even in the art of conversation; they prefer to feel the pulse of life by touch, in the muscles, in the eyes, in the ears, on the tongue. Make no mistake, Composers are just as interested as other types in sharing their view of the world, and if they find a medium of non-verbal communication-some art form-then they will express their character quite eloquently. If not, they simply remain unknown, their quietness leaving their character all but invisible.
Bob Dylan, Jackie Kennedy Onassis, Cher, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Mel Brooks, Steven Spielberg, and Neil Simon are examples of a Composer Artisans.
I took the test 4 times just to check, but the results never change. I kind of believe it then. On some of the parts. Hahahaha. I'm an Introvert. It's hard to talk (talk as in vocally/in-person) about my feelings. LOL I am misunderstood sometimes.XD Hmmm.. And YES, I love nature, but I think nature hates me. I'm sensitive and allergic to things, which makes me a home person. I DO plan things because I get paranoid sometimes. But when an idea strikes, as much as possible I want to work on it asap, or make a sketch of it so I won't forget it. It usually remains in my mind for days... Weeks.. Months... Years (LOL depends). It's like.. It's haunting you when you still haven't done it.XD
At 21, I can say my health is damn deteriorating..XD Masyadong maraming kaartehan puta di naman ako mayaman bakit ganito??!?!XD
I'm frustrated that I get sick so easily these days. My allergic rhinitis is a constant thing in my life. It never goes - and I bet, will NEVER go away. It had already affected my eyes. The stomach pains were a torture since last year - or was it two years ago? Whatever. It occurs more often these days and it's frustrating.
The ITCH comes back every now and then, except that I know better than to scratch my skin 'til it bleeds. Only red patches on my legs when they itch<3 I don't want to add any more scars on my legs. The old ones are starting to lighten up. Maybe in another year they'd be gone. It's kinda weird that when it starts to get itchy, it's always on the same areas as before. Hmm...
I tire a bit faster now compared before. I mean, I've always stayed late, but these days the aches come faster. And now, adding up to the headache and backache during stressful days, is the difficulty in breathing. I wasn't hyperventilating so I don't think it's a panic attack. Mabigat lang sa dibdib, and my breathing becomes draggy... too heavy(?). I did panic when I just couldn't breathe properly. Hahahaha I immediately to the living room to lie down.XD I can feel my pulse on my head, making me quite dizzy, and I was trying to relax and just breeeeaaaaaaatthhee... Maybe it was the heat. Or maybe it's something that concerns my heart? Hmm.. Taba kasi eh ayan tuloy!XD But then again, it would have already happened a long time ago. I've always been fat. But then again maybe that's the point. Maybe it's getting worse, noh? I guess I should start that exercise routine then. The only thing that's stopping me is my own laziness. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL Snake na nga Taurus pa. Ano ba. Ako na ang tamad.
LOL... Stress. I know I said I'd like to die young, but please. Let me live up to at least 40-50. Hahahahahaha.
I'd like to thank Carla for that TRAIN post in her LJ. I love their songs now<3 I like listening to Parachute, This Ain't Goodbye and Hopeless.<3 I haven't downloaded the songs yet. Gaaaaaaaahhh.. And I have to find Feeder and Forty Foot Echo's songs too. YAY to music!!XD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNDD... Yeah. I've finished James Rollins' THE SANDSTORM, the first installment on the SIGMA FORCE series. I couldn't put the book down since I borrowed it yesterday and so I just have to finish it. I enjoy the simplicity of the text. It's not really that hard to understand - except when they start talking about science shit and history. I don't know much about science. Damn, I suck at Science. And with History - I don't know a lot about world history too, but I like it.XD LOOOOOOL I did something stupid though..XD Remember I've read James Rollins' THE JUDAS STRAIN first, and hell, I didn't know the sequence of the books with the DARPA/SIGMA FORCE series so I searched on google. I found the right sequence in Wikipedia, but DAMN there was a spoiler about the first book!! Hahahahaha it didn't stop me from reading though..XD
I'm going to read the rest of the series since I love adventure and solving the puzzle/mystery. LOOOOOOOOL...