waay too down for my own good.
so im single again...and i actually dont like it, i guess im not used to it i cant even remember being totally un-attached to somebody...which is bad, maybe it will be good for me, i always thought of myself of a pretty independent girl but i dont know if i am soo much anymore...i seriously just wish i was 30 and happily married with a job i loved. coz right now im feeling soo confused about my life and its getting me way way way too upset and down,like i love my friends to death and im soo fucking lucky to have a well grounded family and good house and good faith and all that... but im just really unhappy at the moment, and now not being with tom had made it even worst...not having sumone to cuddle and laugh with, and im really fuckin upset...i hope something good happens to me in the next few weeks, coz i realy hate feeling like this :(