May 14, 2008 16:23
so i havent updated this mofo in SO long.
hah. my bad. oh well. i use my other one. and not often at that.
so a little update.
i've lost thirty pounds or so. with that being said i've become more critical on my body image.
i think its even more gross now that i've lost some weight. i dunno. i look better in a lot of my clothes, but still feel ugly in them sometimes.
i would seriously just like to chop off my stomach. and i'd be happy. seriously. it'd be easier to exercise n wear clothes and look better.
oh well.
my hair is long as hell. like ridiculous. i'll have to update with pictures sooner or later.
i think one reason im updating this one is because no one reads it. hah that and no one expects me to update this thing considering i havent in so long.
still single. i get annoyed with people too easily so i cant even date people for more than a week or so. haha. im an asshole. i tend to attract the hella clingy guys. so gross. i cant stand it. n the ones i tend to like and am actually interested in for more than a week. only want me for one thing. so fuck them. im over it.
i seriously have come to an understanding that i will never get married. i cant get a boyfriend, and if i was to, i'd get irritated with their clinginess. therefore im destined to be alone.
but hey..
at least i'll be HOT as fuck.
<3