im back :)
heyy so alot has happened since the last time i acctually updated this thing. New boyfriend... thats right nick and i are no longer a couple and god damnit we will never ever be again. He is rude and self centered and lives life for him self and not anyone else. We moved out of our apartment i moved back home to my moms. So now i live in charlesmont with rachel and mom and my dad lives all the way in freaking deleware. It sucks sometimes he just doesnt realize how much i miss him. I always feel like he doesnt wanna talk to me or call me on the phone or anything like that. Sorta like he is tired of me? idk. Mom said it will all pass and the psycic told her that time will tell and he will come back when sharon decides to control his life. I am almost like 100 % sure she has started to control his life already so when is he coming back?
Like i know my mom misses him but this whole divorce has had the biggest impact on rachel and I.
o well on a brighter note ... JASON LONG :) BF. ha .. who would have thought someone i went to elem school with.. someone who is liek total opposite of me .. is now the love of my life lol...
I also got a new job i had to quit the dealership wasnt making enough money. I got a job at Johns Hopkins Hospital woot woot lol ... i am a clerical associate and wen i decide to go back to school they will totally pay for it which makes this job like 100% better.
OK so i am off here i am going to try to update like every single day that will make me feel a whole lot better :)
XOXOBRANDI