Mehhh.

[iwanttothankyou]

I don't really know what to feel anymore. I have a thousand things racing through my mind with a million emotions attatched. I do know that for the first time ever, I am getting homesick. I have never missed home, even all throughout last years issues I never wanted to go home. And right now, all I really want is to be in my bed in Mesa curled up with the dog, sleeping. I think this town is fucking me over.

Bahhh! Sobering up, and love has given up on me. I wish it could change things if I told him my thoughts, but I know it wont. My heart hurts. :(