Meh.
Everything is finally working out. I have no rent to pay which is giving me a chance to pay off my debt. I got promoted at Victoria's Secret. Say hello to the new cashwrap lead (basically the cash register manager). I got a raise and started exercising. And yet I still feel sad inside most days.
Adam lives in Tucson and doesn't have a cell phone or a car, which kills me because I only get to see him like once a month now. I have basically no friends in Mesa and spend most of my time alone. And I really fucking hate working retail. With everything going so good, how can I feel shitty about the things I can't control? I should probably look for a new job. But that won't help the Adam situation. And having a long distance relationship really puts strain on us. I just wish he at least had a cell.
Not to mention the migranes I've been getting every day for a week now. I don't know what's causing them and how to make them go away, but they make irritable with everything. They also make me feel really sick. : (
Rawr. I just want some happiness for once.
Adam lives in Tucson and doesn't have a cell phone or a car, which kills me because I only get to see him like once a month now. I have basically no friends in Mesa and spend most of my time alone. And I really fucking hate working retail. With everything going so good, how can I feel shitty about the things I can't control? I should probably look for a new job. But that won't help the Adam situation. And having a long distance relationship really puts strain on us. I just wish he at least had a cell.
Not to mention the migranes I've been getting every day for a week now. I don't know what's causing them and how to make them go away, but they make irritable with everything. They also make me feel really sick. : (
Rawr. I just want some happiness for once.