well im ext remely happy w/ my new b/f to update u gracie im writting this im really happy w/ his i guess this has been the happiest month ive had he makes me feel good about my self tells me in beautiful and means it i really do think i love him but i think its too soon for me to be thinking that and him too we r soo alike (in the good way) and well turns out im dating one of my best guy friends i never thought of him liekt hat i guess since ive allways wanted a guy friend but he allways liked me for the almost 2 years we have known each other and lik idk hes not the best good lookign thing of life but hes the closest u can say to perfect havent writen about it b/c i dutn want to jinks my self idk i guess its true that like my lil dari told me that they say at times ur true love is allways just standing in front of u and u dutn know it thats excatly how it was w him randomly i started to liek him i guess since i saw him really move on and liked anohter chick and jeliusy kicked in idk i feel lik a bitch sayignt hat but i really do feel i love him i cant be a day w/ out him i feel empty w/e thats its for my lil love :)
like i said not the best good looking thing of life but i swear ive dated and been w/ SOOO MANY HOT ONES that ive realized they r useless w/e i dutn care wat ppl think as long as hes good in my eyes :) and hes 18 by the way i know he looks lik hes 20