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[iwantmycityback]

Well, I'm packing my stuff up right now. :c( I'm sad.

AND to make things worse I have to work today, tomorrow, AND thursday from 2pm-10:30 pm, limiting my chill time down to just about nothing before I move on friday.

I'm completely anxiety-ridden at the moment. This is what I've wanted for years, but you know---sadly it's not what it's cracked up to be. I'm unconfident about being on my own. :c( I don't want to leave our ridiculously boring shithole of a town and all the crazy people I've met the last couple years. In other words: I want to stay here with my buddies, do nothing, and then bitch about how theres nothing to do (everyday)-----cause those were seriously some rockin' times. Does anyone know what I mean?

My heart is broken right now for the following reasons:

Mom
Danielle
Shannon
brandon
Grace
Bonnie
Brian
Kaitlyn
Lora
Alex
Justin
Natalie
rufus & biscuit
billy
jesse & sacha
Christian
holly

I'll never in hell make friends like them again. :c( im just sad to be 500 miles away from the people im in love with. I'm terribly homesick already.