I'm so happy/relieved to hear from you. I think of you often, miss you terribly. Things are very boring/lonely lately. Don't drink the water :cP I keep hoping the people that I meet/befriend will impact me the way you do, but that's never the case. You are truly a unique person and we truly have a unique friendship because I believe we've changed eachothers lives incredibly. I couldn't ever be completely honest about anything with anybody else until I met you. Always a struggle to impress, or something along those lines. You're the only reason I miss highschool, to say the least. And the only person that's ever slapped me in the face because I was tooo fucked up :cP now thats love.
I responded to your entry about college, and it sounded angry which I apologize for, but it was just the steam from fear/sadness of leaving friends behind and going on to something new. We sat on my swing all night smoking and talking about going to college and everything like we were fearless, but its getting scarier as the moving date gets closer, and the more I realize I'm going alone. Well, with Lauren of course, thank god. But it's an incredible stress to know that I'll be 500 miles away from all of these memories. I'm so excited and so petrified and so homesick already.
We have to hang out soon. I'm at t-minus 21 days and counting. When you get a day off or something this week or next week--call me so you and I can hang out. If lucy could come that would be cool with me if you still like her and all. I need clarification because I'm such a pathetic mess right now. I'll give you a call on Sunday.
I just love you too Shanny. You're my hetero soulmate :c) Tell Brandon I said hi and that i love/miss him as well. Hopefully I'll hear from you soon.
so much love, livi
PS. I can barely comprehend the idea of saving money seeing as though I've made 10,000 this year and all I have to show for it are some gas receipts and empty plastic bags----but congratulations to you :cD thats so cool. keep it up baby girl!
I responded to your entry about college, and it sounded angry which I apologize for, but it was just the steam from fear/sadness of leaving friends behind and going on to something new. We sat on my swing all night smoking and talking about going to college and everything like we were fearless, but its getting scarier as the moving date gets closer, and the more I realize I'm going alone. Well, with Lauren of course, thank god. But it's an incredible stress to know that I'll be 500 miles away from all of these memories. I'm so excited and so petrified and so homesick already.
We have to hang out soon. I'm at t-minus 21 days and counting. When you get a day off or something this week or next week--call me so you and I can hang out. If lucy could come that would be cool with me if you still like her and all. I need clarification because I'm such a pathetic mess right now. I'll give you a call on Sunday.
I just love you too Shanny. You're my hetero soulmate :c) Tell Brandon I said hi and that i love/miss him as well. Hopefully I'll hear from you soon.
so much love,
livi
PS. I can barely comprehend the idea of saving money seeing as though I've made 10,000 this year and all I have to show for it are some gas receipts and empty plastic bags----but congratulations to you :cD thats so cool. keep it up baby girl!
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