Jul 01, 2005 02:09
I feel like I'm on CRAZY PILLS. I feel like I have a comfortable grip on reality these days, concerning people in general, and I'm making this painfully conscious effort to avoid extreme drama of any kind whilst still maintaining a relationship and friendships and other crazy, fucked up types of ships. The product of all of this deliberation is just a collection of fuckheads that lash out irrationally and whine about unimportant things all day long. Seeing as though recently I'd rather go back to highschool then deal with my new fuckwit boyfriend (complete with 3 levels of idiocy, a six-pack that he values more than his entire existence, and a ridiculous obsession with The Fast and The Furious(enough said)), I basically told him to piss off. And now I'm bored. Its kind of hilarious in a fucked up kind of way.
Other than that, people from a million years ago have surfaced themselves---o'er the sea of
recently-dumped fuckheads/morons/creepy little piss-ant mops----to my attention. One-in-particular that coincedentally walks into my dreams all the time. I'm fascinated by this. But I also find myself hoping that those dreams meant nothing and neither does the one-in-particular anymore. And then the complete opposite. And then the nothingness again. And then the complete opposite. More crazy pills, please. All of these people, though, I miss terribly. And I'm glad to have heard from them. It's wierd though, like they all just popped up out of nowhere.
I had excellent padthai today and I got to talk to my sister in Tallahassee so today gets...2 stars.
Oh, also, Lora and I got chased by a psychotic redneck chick and her freakshow of an accomplice for about 5 miles after Lora stopped by her house to muscle her cell-phone charger from her ex-boyfriend. lol, as you may have guessed--those of you who have met lora---she didnt really "muscle" persay, but rather asked politely. We still got chased. lol. I got to call 911 on my new cell phone so maybe 3 stars would be more suitable.
Tennessee was basically a drag. I know, I know, SHOCKING. The mountains were probably the most beautiful thing I've ever seen though, so, it kind of made the trip worth it. (sike)
lata suckassssssssssss ;c)
livi