Yay Utilitarianism
Great philosophy class today...only because we had a guest lecturer. But still, awesome awesome awesomeness. I love the sparring I get to do in that class.
2 midterms next week. I am terrified. Absolutely terrified. I want to do well. I've internalized that academic success is all. But on some level I don't care what happens anymore. Well, maybe its that I don't want to care but I can't help myself. *sigh* It'll all be okay. It just has to be. Well, actually it doesn't but we all know how much I like denial. Love denial.
Eh, I dunno what I'm doing with my life. I have plan, a path, but I don't know if it's what I should do anymore. I hate all this uncertainty. Just have to keep going with what I think will have the outcome of making the most people happy. There's some utilitarianism for you. Greatest good for the greatest number.
2 midterms next week. I am terrified. Absolutely terrified. I want to do well. I've internalized that academic success is all. But on some level I don't care what happens anymore. Well, maybe its that I don't want to care but I can't help myself. *sigh* It'll all be okay. It just has to be. Well, actually it doesn't but we all know how much I like denial. Love denial.
Eh, I dunno what I'm doing with my life. I have plan, a path, but I don't know if it's what I should do anymore. I hate all this uncertainty. Just have to keep going with what I think will have the outcome of making the most people happy. There's some utilitarianism for you. Greatest good for the greatest number.