Apr 06, 2005 10:44
urgh i feel horible right now. i dunno wut 2 do nemore. every morning when i waske up i never wnt 2 go 2 skool. i relly dnt know wuts wrong w/ me cuz im over the whole justin n me thing. i guess im just like living in the past. but w/e i think i will get over it. i hope i do. im so glad i have mer here w/ me. we can go thru the same shit 2gether. so im nt alone in this cold cruel world. well im happy 4 meg cuz shes got some1, well i would say some1 whos nice, loving, caring, and will never hrt her, but i dnt like 2 lie. just 2 let yall know im ok w/ me n john. i think mayb we can leave it 4 a while (like a month r 2) n if i stil have feelings 4 him i will c if we can go bac 2 being a couple. ill c how he feels bout this. well neways 2 get of the topic which *i think* is making me like this i wnt 2 get 2gether w/ meg *n mayb mel* and mer on sunday n go c a movie then go shopping. i think it might acuard 4 the 3 of us 2 hang *me, meg, mer* cuz.....wel i dnt think i need 2 say y. but ya. wow i wrote alot. n like none of it makes sence. well ok w/e im gunna go b4 i start balling 4 no reason. well bi bi
**candice**
p.s. i would never wnt 2 hurt ne of u!!! i love all my frends!!!!
I LOVE U MER!!!!