Lets get some raw meat on that face

Nov 07, 2009 15:27

WHY DIDN'T I KNOW THAT JULIANNE WAS GOING TO BE ON MOTHERFUCKING 30 ROCK. WHY.

NO SERIOUSLY, I AM SUCH A FAILURE RIGHT NOW. I only know because Lauren told me on Twitter :( I know shit all about anything because comparatively speaking, I hardly get on the internet and it is NOT OKAY. Like, I am just catching up with SO much stuff now and immersing myself in all of these things that I love and GOD, it's overwhelming because I opened up Photoshop, which felt great, and I'm handling actually getting stuff done pretty well but there is SO much and I feel like my LIFE just isn't fucking BIG ENOUGH right now. I don't even know. I hate having so little time and going so long between being able to check LJ, and it all builds up so I never get to be especially thorough and I hate that there's essentially shit all I can do about that. Because there ARE only so many hours in a day.

But still, it makes me sad that I can miss something like this so easily. I need to find a balance, somehow. Because it's not just stuff like this, I am so disconnected when it comes to you guys and that's even LESS okay. But I am having so much fun today, just having Gemma time. Seeing new pictures of Jill, and the No H8 campaign photo of Lisa (and I've loved that campaign for ages anyway), watching the 6x07 sneak peaks, downloading new Glee songs, getting to read about you guys a little more than I have been doing, being creative. So I want to find more time for this - as happy as I am right now, there have been points this past week where work has been insane and I have so much going on in my head that it feels like I'm just floating through everything. Stepping back and enjoying this stuff feels really good.

I think my approach to life right now needs to be something akin to Liz Lemon's when it comes to love and sandwiches - "I CAN HAVE IT ALL!!!". Because lord knows, when it comes down to it? I waste a shitload of time. I need to fucking motivate myself and MAKE time because it's not impossible and I miss this and I miss all of you ♥

SO YEAH. JULIE ON 30 ROCK. What the fuck. I have always wanted her to do a guest spot on one of my shows but never thought she would because she just doesn't do TV. She's not really done TV since she was just starting out. AND HOLY SHIT I JUST LOOKED INTO THIS AND READ WHAT SHE'S DOING FOR IT. HOLY SHIT. DEAD. DEAD. DEAD. DSKHFGSKJDHFGSKJDHFGS!!11!!1 And that this news is only like 3 days old, so that's not quite as bad as I thought, lol. BRING IT THE FUCK ON, MAN. Aw man, I really wanna flail at my sister right nao and she's fucked off to Egypt for a week. Inconsiderate betch.

Lol I STILL have yesterday and all kinds of other shit to talk about. I WASN'T KIDDING ABOUT THE SPAM, OKAY.

My lack of Julie icons is UNACCEPTABLE.

tv: house m.d., person: jill biden, ; ♥ lisa. either lisa, ship: house/cuddy, flist: lauren, misc: photoshop, ; ♥ julianne moore, relatives: rachel, tv: glee, rl: work, social life: general, tv: 30 rock, failings: of self

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