One small feel for man, one giant ass for mankind

Nov 04, 2008 23:50

TMTH

YOU KNOW WHAT, FANDOM? FUCK YOU. I CANNOT HANDLE THIS RIGHT NOW. I WANT TO CURL UP IN A FUCKING COCOON SO I DON'T INJURE MYSELF OR HAVE AN ANEURYSM.

I am so overwhelmed by Obama's win, the reaction on here, the speech, where I am, a Times Sq webcam and just... people. There are already too many emotions for me to process right now from both ends of the spectrum and I cannot even begin to absorb this or wrap my head around it. I bawled through his speech and I've cried again since and it's all too much.

Then someone posted fucking badass House/Cuddy spoilers and I just don't even KNOW. I am so excited and GOD GOD GOD I CAN'T EVEN PROCESS THIS ON TOP OF EVERYTHING AND IT FEELS SO WRONG TO EVEN THINK ABOUT IT AND I HATE THAT AND GOD I CAN'T DEAL. I HATE THAT THESE CAME OUT NOW AND I HATE THAT I'M MENTIONING IT. GOD GOD GOD. I HATE THAT I FEEL BAD FOR WANTING/NEEDING TO FLAIL. And I posted at house_cuddy with the worst timing OF MY LIFE because I thought we had like 2 hours until California closed but no, no. It was 3 minutes. And I clicked post as it was announced that Obama was the 44th President of the USA. Way to go, Gemma.

BUT SORRY, THOSE SPOILERS ARE AMAZING AND I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF AND THEN READ ON AND DIED OF FLAIL AND FUCK. I CANNOT TAKE THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW.

JESUS CHRIST. I THINK I'M GOING TO EXPLODE.

politics: 2008 election, mood stuff: tmth, rl: trip of joy, ship: house/cuddy

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