fear
i have this fear of losseing one of my jobs.... not because i'm doing something wrong or stealing... but to forgetting a shift. I have this fear of not remembering when i'm going to work. Today I didnt go in cause i wasnt schedulded to but they wanted me to come in (they told me yesterday) but i only asked cause i forgot when i worked. Then when i went home i saw i wasnt scheduled till tomorrow. So i guess its not really my fault. and at my other job at the brewery i'm telling them if they dont move me up i'm moving on. Joe and I have been fighting due to the fast that we never see eachother. I miss lucy.