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i'm in this great headspace rite now even though i'm alone on a saturday nite. i guess just because i chose to be. i have a bangin headache and i have all day and everybodys going to barclay but my sorry ass just had to say no.
so i got my dad to pick me up and now i really want someone to hang out with. but my head hurts like a bitch so i really just want somebody to come watch movies with me in my bed. but nobody wants to do that on a saturday nite. dag.
I MISS PRUDENCE SO MUCH
and she doesn't leave until tomorrow
but my dang headache is too bad to consider leaving my house now that i'm finally here. i was in hamilton earlier and i went to the park and puked really intensely in front of everyone. it was so weird though, the second i knew it was gonna happen, there just so happend to be a trashcan rite in front me me, so i managed to do it with a little grace. but we were at the park and i really couldn't clean myself up and i looked like i was crying
hahahahahaha
things are going REALLY well with my family these days. i don't know what happend but all of a sudden we all get along really well. i love the shit outta my sister. i never wanna fight with her again. it's so weird she is the only person where if i hear somebody saying something shitty about her i HATE THEM for that moment and actually like, clentch my fists. dats my big sister, yo. respect.
ps;
the other nite i got drunk in at the ledge with jordan and tara, felt like i was 15, minus pat. i miss the shit outta him sometimes.
i can't believe he got his ass incarserated. that sucks. he really had it coming though. dammit!! i really wanna hang out with him rite now!! i wonder how he's doing in jail, sober. when he went to rehab he read a lot of books and we were able to have remotely intellectual conversations from time to time. for some reason i feel like i could talk about pat all day. silly ol sheckells. man, even if he wasn't locked up, i still couldn't hang out with him, cos my FUCKING HEAD HURTS SO BAD
theres a certain feeling you get when you hang out with your old friends that feels really good. i wanna hang out with the kids i hung out with a summer camp. i wonder how they're all doing.
uh, thats enough of that. sorry to bullshit forever i just feel weird as hell, in a good way, kind of, i've been trippin& hung over all day.
so i got my dad to pick me up and now i really want someone to hang out with. but my head hurts like a bitch so i really just want somebody to come watch movies with me in my bed. but nobody wants to do that on a saturday nite. dag.
I MISS PRUDENCE SO MUCH
and she doesn't leave until tomorrow
but my dang headache is too bad to consider leaving my house now that i'm finally here. i was in hamilton earlier and i went to the park and puked really intensely in front of everyone. it was so weird though, the second i knew it was gonna happen, there just so happend to be a trashcan rite in front me me, so i managed to do it with a little grace. but we were at the park and i really couldn't clean myself up and i looked like i was crying
hahahahahaha
things are going REALLY well with my family these days. i don't know what happend but all of a sudden we all get along really well. i love the shit outta my sister. i never wanna fight with her again. it's so weird she is the only person where if i hear somebody saying something shitty about her i HATE THEM for that moment and actually like, clentch my fists. dats my big sister, yo. respect.
ps;
the other nite i got drunk in at the ledge with jordan and tara, felt like i was 15, minus pat. i miss the shit outta him sometimes.
i can't believe he got his ass incarserated. that sucks. he really had it coming though. dammit!! i really wanna hang out with him rite now!! i wonder how he's doing in jail, sober. when he went to rehab he read a lot of books and we were able to have remotely intellectual conversations from time to time. for some reason i feel like i could talk about pat all day. silly ol sheckells. man, even if he wasn't locked up, i still couldn't hang out with him, cos my FUCKING HEAD HURTS SO BAD
theres a certain feeling you get when you hang out with your old friends that feels really good. i wanna hang out with the kids i hung out with a summer camp. i wonder how they're all doing.
uh, thats enough of that. sorry to bullshit forever i just feel weird as hell, in a good way, kind of, i've been trippin& hung over all day.