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i'm sick of getting my heartbroken twice a week.
maybe i should try to get the damn thing off of my sleeve.
i should really stop giving people i love the altimatum of either drugs or me,
cos if i lose one more time i'm never leaving my house again.
i hate you so much.
although this is constantly weighing on me and i talk of little else, i am in a pretty good mood. i finished a good book this morning, and i'm gonna go ride bikes with aliza.
but still, i wish you weren't so goddamn hopeless.
and i wish i didn't care so goddamn much.
more than anything i just need to stop talking to you completely and i wish that wasn't so difficult.
maybe i should try to get the damn thing off of my sleeve.
i should really stop giving people i love the altimatum of either drugs or me,
cos if i lose one more time i'm never leaving my house again.
i hate you so much.
although this is constantly weighing on me and i talk of little else, i am in a pretty good mood. i finished a good book this morning, and i'm gonna go ride bikes with aliza.
but still, i wish you weren't so goddamn hopeless.
and i wish i didn't care so goddamn much.
more than anything i just need to stop talking to you completely and i wish that wasn't so difficult.