Feb 19, 2007 19:01
like 2 seconds ago i had this revelation that i need to stop feeling sorry for myself.
so the plan is to distance myself from those that it's necessary,
and i'd really like to rebuild some lost relationships. i don't want to feel like i have nobody to talk to, and i have people out there that i've neglected a lot since the beau has become such a large part of the picture.
so heres to me sucking out the poison.
today my mom and i went and saw music and lyrics and it is exactly the feel-good movie that everybody needs to see.
GOD I'M SO WEIRD. now i am all bouncy and giggly and two seconds ago i was in DIEDIEDIE mode. i'm going to start reading books and i'm going to study for my test and i'm going to do really well on it and soon it will be summer and i will be living in a house and
I CAN BREATHE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh i'm so excited for my house (oh yeah, my dad and i bought a house buy ze way..)
when i move in we will all (who the hell is we? oh who cares) enjoy my lovely BACKYARD in the warm sun