Dec 27, 2006 03:38
another night.
another feeling.
another drink.
when i drink i almost feel fake.
invisible to the world, and invisible to myself.
i dream of existing;
appearing to the world for the very first time.
someone worthwhile actually caring about me...
for a while.
putting up with me.
helping me, as i try to help them.
unfortunately; its not going to happen that way.
good night everyone.
although; im the only one reading<3