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Dec 15, 2006 19:25

I wrote my last exam for the term yesterday.
It feels nice.
The grades I have gotten back so far have been decent. I am pleased with myself.
I now get to solely concentrate on knitting my xmas presents. I can admit that I like to knit for myself. I cannot wait to knit for myself. Many projects in mind. A hoodie, a turtle, an alpaca scarf, a purple cardigan with a robot on it, a brown tweed hat, some big socks.
I don't really know how to write in this thing anymore. I've lost my mojo.
The truth is I don't write because I have been wallowing in self-pity and this is mostly what would come out. And that is just dumb.
The past little while has been mighty stressful but things have all slowly but surely worked out. None of it has worked out exactly like I would want it too. Yes, it took me 24 years to realize that life ain't perfect and that having everything I want is not my birthright. What can I say, I'm a late bloomer.
Maybe I'm blue because I keep holding my breath.
2 weeks of knitting, reading for fun, and guilt free napping sure are going to be nice.
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