Jun 14, 2006 12:41
i dont know why i let myself get to this point.
get to the point where i dont know what to do.
where i cant do anything.
and i have so much to do.
i get my self into these breakdown points that i cannot get out of.
i just feel worthless.
i feel like everything is not going my way.
i feel like everyone is getting on my case.
trying to make it feel worse.
trying to make me feel worse.
i dont know.
i need to stop letting it get this far.
stop letting it turn into this.
because i know this is just hurting me.
i know its just going to get me into much more trouble
much more stress
much more crying
more into things i shouldnt be doing
and more into places i shouldnt be.