lalala alright already
okay well school has been actually better. i swear i try and get away from partying and drinking and everything that comes with it *ahem*...and then *boom* im back where i was. i met some people and yeah they smoke, and drink, and *ahem*. its cool though since they have gotten tired of skipping..."i hope" i dont want to skip like i did the past two years but i know its going to happen since thats just the wya i am and i love to not go to school and party. *sigh* oh the good ol' times. god i wish i could just go back to them with the snap of my fingers but it doesnt seem to happen like that.
well now on to other stuff...ive been talking to my ex-boyfriend vicente...sounds fun doesnt it? yup yup yup. i hope i dont get into anything...if you know what i mean. i really care about him its just that im actually trying to have a relationship with john that is actually going to be faithful and honest. and it has been so far. i feel so proud of myself. i havent kissed anyone, or ....well i have flirted and hugged people but not huge hugs its like a half hug. and well thats basicly it. i hope things work out with us but then again the negative marissa is saying that it wont and we'll end up breaking up. i dont know. sometimes i can see myself being with him but then again do i actually want to see my life like that? im not too sure. well other than that things seem to be going pretty good. i guess.
i met some new people at school that don't do drugs...i think. we'll theres these two chicks that are seniors and theyve never done drugs except for smoke weed and theyve drank on occasions...i feel so innocent hanging around them...heh heh. well other than that yeah things have been fine...i guess. life at my dads hasnt changed ive still been bored out of my fuckin mind and ive been smoking but only on occasions when im about to freak out or something...god somethings wrong with me
"ill never look into your eyes...again"
well now on to other stuff...ive been talking to my ex-boyfriend vicente...sounds fun doesnt it? yup yup yup. i hope i dont get into anything...if you know what i mean. i really care about him its just that im actually trying to have a relationship with john that is actually going to be faithful and honest. and it has been so far. i feel so proud of myself. i havent kissed anyone, or ....well i have flirted and hugged people but not huge hugs its like a half hug. and well thats basicly it. i hope things work out with us but then again the negative marissa is saying that it wont and we'll end up breaking up. i dont know. sometimes i can see myself being with him but then again do i actually want to see my life like that? im not too sure. well other than that things seem to be going pretty good. i guess.
i met some new people at school that don't do drugs...i think. we'll theres these two chicks that are seniors and theyve never done drugs except for smoke weed and theyve drank on occasions...i feel so innocent hanging around them...heh heh. well other than that yeah things have been fine...i guess. life at my dads hasnt changed ive still been bored out of my fuckin mind and ive been smoking but only on occasions when im about to freak out or something...god somethings wrong with me
"ill never look into your eyes...again"