too early to think about you
well here i am at my grandparents house stealing my older brothers lap top to rant to yall people about what the hell is going on in my drug-addicted world. well i have told alost everyone that i have to "stop" smoking and other drugs but in truth i am not going to stop. how can u stop the one thing in your life that makes everything worth while? i think if I would stop smoking, tweaking, drinking, rolling, and tripping the fuck out then i wouldnt be the marissa u see every day at school with the big huge fuckin smile on her face and having so much pep that she should be a fuckin cheerleader for druggies everywhere.
well on a much darker note, i havent smoked in a week and 4 days. this is almost going to be a record people since the last time i havent smoked was the time that i had to go to the hospital, yet again, for about a week. as soon as i get home from this hell i call my grandparents house then i am going to get stoned off my ass and munch those animal crackers DOWN....hehehe well im going to go now and try to take some nyquil to get to sleep... lovies -Marissa-
well on a much darker note, i havent smoked in a week and 4 days. this is almost going to be a record people since the last time i havent smoked was the time that i had to go to the hospital, yet again, for about a week. as soon as i get home from this hell i call my grandparents house then i am going to get stoned off my ass and munch those animal crackers DOWN....hehehe well im going to go now and try to take some nyquil to get to sleep... lovies -Marissa-