theres no excuse for why i feel the way i do.

[iwannabeabear]

for some reason im really depressed tonight, im using the words fuck, hate, god, virginia, and life alot. i dont know.. all ive done for the past hour is listen to the same ellio smith song over and over. i wish i knoew why i acted the ways i do, its like i have no controls over my emotions. . .
(note to self: use " emotions run wild" in a poem sometime)

yeah, i never acomplish anything anymore. im such a loser