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I worked for 11 hours today on a few sticks of gum and a couple handfuls of sunflower seeds. Then I came home... Tori told me she was mad at me because I 'never' eat and she just wants to see me eat a meal... Keep dreaming, kid. Anyhow, came home and ate a way lot... Checked my weight before eating - 116. Then had a low fat yogurt with organic granola, a few cheese puff things, a small salad with carrots, greens, broccoli, tomato, egg, cheese, and light ranch, small handful of chips, and a crunch ice cream bar. I'm a mornon. So I purged, went swimming for an hour, peed, took a shower and was still 116. So I have hope that tomorrow will be better and I'll be down to 115. 114 is my low, so I'm getting close... I think my scale lies to me, though. I am usually within a pound when guessing my weight. I look 125 but the scale says 116... Damn scale must be lying to me! I am a fat nasty and always will be... Next week I buy a new scale....