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ive been so careless, lazy and glutenes. i thought taking it "easy" would make me feel better but its just making me feel useless and depressed so im going to go back to a vegan diet today and try to exercise some self control.
commercialized x mas is meant to drain poor people besides obvious reasons, winter is about conserving all of your resources, burrowing, keeping yourself safe and comfortable with everything you need, its the water season its about being hydrated and not expending any extra energy. and thats exactly what x mas is, working your ass off to just blow it on a bunch of bullshit to prove to your family you love them. ew
ive done a couple things the last few days that im not proud of, besides being on a fast track to being like 800 lbs, the other night i beat up that neighbor girl. we went out, i got my stupid fucking nails done and now i cant even use my hands the right way haha i bound my own hands what the fuck ahhh! anyway we went out in her cool car with my hair and make up on wearing her clothes. i knew she was using me for the money she thinks i have because she didnt have any and she kept talking about getting speed...anyway we saw a banana a hot dog a taco and an mnm crossing the st. we were already a little drunk of beer n sparks and we told them to get in the car. they were staying at the mgm, a really nice hotel/resort and we went back their with them, they were from england in some type of millitary. they were all really nice and sill and it was a good time and i got wasted on all of their booze but i wanted to go home to nelon, brittany, the girl was slutting it up but i dont want anything to do with penis except for nelsons sooooooooo was out of money and like 30 miles away from my house and you cant hitch from down town las vegas or else id get stolen by a pimp so i got all the enlish guys to throw down on a taxi for me, brittney picked up the pile and was talking about how much speed that it could buy her so i just started punching her in the face and took the money. blah blah that shit dont matter but when i got home i told her husband what a ho she was being and now they are getting a divorce (the divorce papers were filed out before that night, just waiting to be signed) BUT i feel bad anyway.....
i dont know, im going to take a brake from tv and computer and purge myself of a lot of bullshit. il work on my mosaic and my mermaid weddng dress instead call me at this # zoe and tassia , love you guys 702-624-1491
haha these are my nails
commercialized x mas is meant to drain poor people besides obvious reasons, winter is about conserving all of your resources, burrowing, keeping yourself safe and comfortable with everything you need, its the water season its about being hydrated and not expending any extra energy. and thats exactly what x mas is, working your ass off to just blow it on a bunch of bullshit to prove to your family you love them. ew
ive done a couple things the last few days that im not proud of, besides being on a fast track to being like 800 lbs, the other night i beat up that neighbor girl. we went out, i got my stupid fucking nails done and now i cant even use my hands the right way haha i bound my own hands what the fuck ahhh! anyway we went out in her cool car with my hair and make up on wearing her clothes. i knew she was using me for the money she thinks i have because she didnt have any and she kept talking about getting speed...anyway we saw a banana a hot dog a taco and an mnm crossing the st. we were already a little drunk of beer n sparks and we told them to get in the car. they were staying at the mgm, a really nice hotel/resort and we went back their with them, they were from england in some type of millitary. they were all really nice and sill and it was a good time and i got wasted on all of their booze but i wanted to go home to nelon, brittany, the girl was slutting it up but i dont want anything to do with penis except for nelsons sooooooooo was out of money and like 30 miles away from my house and you cant hitch from down town las vegas or else id get stolen by a pimp so i got all the enlish guys to throw down on a taxi for me, brittney picked up the pile and was talking about how much speed that it could buy her so i just started punching her in the face and took the money. blah blah that shit dont matter but when i got home i told her husband what a ho she was being and now they are getting a divorce (the divorce papers were filed out before that night, just waiting to be signed) BUT i feel bad anyway.....
i dont know, im going to take a brake from tv and computer and purge myself of a lot of bullshit. il work on my mosaic and my mermaid weddng dress instead call me at this # zoe and tassia , love you guys 702-624-1491
haha these are my nails
