Nov 29, 2008 00:44
So it was Veronicas sisters quince today and 1) i had NO fuckin idea it was today and 2) here I am thinking that Naomi is here in Illinois.
NO completely wrong. COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY WRONG.
She's in fuckin Texas with Veronica. This is the first I'm hearing of any of this. I didnt know that Naomi was going.
I'm pissed off right now. Completely and just indescribably pissed.
what the fuck is that shit about?! what kind of BEST FUCKIN FRIENDS are they!?!? i mean seriously. i dont know how much longer and how much more of this shit i'm going to take. i've let it go this semester because i dont have the fuckin time to worry about what's going on here.
now that the semester is ending and im going to have less stress.. i think im going to write them emails and i'm going to try and talk to them. i dont have any best friends right now. they've become the best friends. i've fallen off the face of the Earth to them because i'm FORTY-FIVE fuckin minutes away. because they cant come to visit me because it would take them all of 25-40 minutes to get to me at any given point in the day.
i text them and i dont hear back from them.
my dog dies and all i get is an "im sorry to hear that". i dont get a fuckin call from them to see if im ok. i dont get SHIT from them.
i've been sick of their shit. i was sick of their shit fuckin Labor Day weekend, a week after i had moved back to campus and i didnt hear from EITHER of them for almost 2 weeks after school started.
i cant do this shit anymore. if u want out of my fuckin life, then so fuckin be it. its such bullshit that they cant just say something to me. Veronica is almost 30 fuckin years old and she cant act like one.
Naomi is supposed to be older than me and the mediator between the 3 of us.
i just dont fuckin understand what happened!