This is how it should be
Have you ever waited for something? I don't mean wait like oh for a movie to come out or for school to end or something. I mean really wait. I am in a long distance relationship for those who don't know. I have been waiting for over two years for a man, two years of waiting for someone I love. I am sad, everyday I am sad. How depressing a post this is, but I just have this overwhelming feeling just to write and say that yes I am sad. I don't want to wait anymore, I don't want to live in this state of unchange, and yet I don't know what to do. I know I must be patient, and I know that this will be amazing one day because it is so very hard. Beyond that I don't know what to do. I hate to feel sorry for myself, this is me coming down from a very stressful and long week. My ex boyfriend was in town and he threw me for a loop, it made me very sad what he said. He later on shot me with a CO2 gun....on accident of course. :) I also went through midterms this past week and it was very very stressful. But it is over and I am sure I will be fine in a couple of days. I hope everyone else is doing well, if I haven't really kept in touch recently its because school has been so crazy and work has been just as bad. Sorry and talk to everyone later.
Kait
-"To love one who loves you, To admire one who admires you, In a word, to be the idol of one's idol, is exceeding the limit of human joy; It is stealing fire from heaven."