Will you walk away from a fool and his money?
To alcohol-infused nights!! here, here!
actually there have been many and all of them are jumbled in my head, rolling around in flashes of different colors and patterns like laundry in a dryer. Mostly its fun, a couple times its been crushingly disappointing. Then I've had my share of some awkward moments which have turned to panic and then to paranoia, but by the end there is always guitar hero in the early hours of the morning and laughter later that afternoon, reminiscing. But its sad, because I've become slightly boy-crazy and since there arent many appropriate boys in my general vicinity when I go out at night, I am constantly on the ravenous lookout, searching to and fro, my head going like a barn owl's. Sometimes when I've downed more than 3 shots, I stare through the doors and windows to see if any are coming, then I peer at the faces of those who enter, with one eye tightly and involuntarily shut. I try not to look like a freak, especially in front of the ones I want to look mildly attractive around. I could pace these Brooklyn streets all night looking for a good crowd, but Amber and I still have fun, what with the people we do happen to stumble across.
I am seeing Across the Universe tonight. I hope I can hold myself back from standing up in my seat during the film, pointing at the screen and shouting some insult like, "LAME!" or even worse, singing along to every word of every song loudly. This is dealing with Beatles music! Hence, I am protective, they are my babies after all and there music should not be fiddled with. Despite this, people are telling me I need to go.
We had off today. I ate buffalo chicken pizza and a black and white milkshake. It was excellent.
Me and Amber people-watched. There were no normal pencil sharpeners at the art store so I had to resort to buying one shaped like a nose and I feel embarrassed every time I use it. Now I am procrastinating homework. Since Amber and Brandon are somewhat together, I have been hanging out with him more than Paul does it seems. Who'd a thunk it??? Now I am sweating... Why! Its October! I want to wear my crocheted scarf, the one with the circles, the one I got on discount with the coupon, the one my mom called "absolutely hideous." eh.
Also, I am in a tricky situation. A very very very very very bad one that I can't seem to let go of.
And I am excited for this weekend, with the Halloween parties and such. And I am in a bad situation. And I need to stop thinking about how absolutely awful it is and how it could effect so many people negatively and still how much I want it!!!!
Okay. Enough. Enough. Enough. Shut up. Back to work.
actually there have been many and all of them are jumbled in my head, rolling around in flashes of different colors and patterns like laundry in a dryer. Mostly its fun, a couple times its been crushingly disappointing. Then I've had my share of some awkward moments which have turned to panic and then to paranoia, but by the end there is always guitar hero in the early hours of the morning and laughter later that afternoon, reminiscing. But its sad, because I've become slightly boy-crazy and since there arent many appropriate boys in my general vicinity when I go out at night, I am constantly on the ravenous lookout, searching to and fro, my head going like a barn owl's. Sometimes when I've downed more than 3 shots, I stare through the doors and windows to see if any are coming, then I peer at the faces of those who enter, with one eye tightly and involuntarily shut. I try not to look like a freak, especially in front of the ones I want to look mildly attractive around. I could pace these Brooklyn streets all night looking for a good crowd, but Amber and I still have fun, what with the people we do happen to stumble across.
I am seeing Across the Universe tonight. I hope I can hold myself back from standing up in my seat during the film, pointing at the screen and shouting some insult like, "LAME!" or even worse, singing along to every word of every song loudly. This is dealing with Beatles music! Hence, I am protective, they are my babies after all and there music should not be fiddled with. Despite this, people are telling me I need to go.
We had off today. I ate buffalo chicken pizza and a black and white milkshake. It was excellent.
Me and Amber people-watched. There were no normal pencil sharpeners at the art store so I had to resort to buying one shaped like a nose and I feel embarrassed every time I use it. Now I am procrastinating homework. Since Amber and Brandon are somewhat together, I have been hanging out with him more than Paul does it seems. Who'd a thunk it??? Now I am sweating... Why! Its October! I want to wear my crocheted scarf, the one with the circles, the one I got on discount with the coupon, the one my mom called "absolutely hideous." eh.
Also, I am in a tricky situation. A very very very very very bad one that I can't seem to let go of.
And I am excited for this weekend, with the Halloween parties and such. And I am in a bad situation. And I need to stop thinking about how absolutely awful it is and how it could effect so many people negatively and still how much I want it!!!!
Okay. Enough. Enough. Enough. Shut up. Back to work.