brownie_utonium invited me to stay with her in Belgium this summer, so now I'm in this...terrified, excited rush to make it a possibility. That means filling out passport forms, looking for photographs, trying to set up a budget and saving up for the plane tickets. I might need to get a loan so that I can purchase the tickets ASAP, instead of waiting for when I have all the money together and watching the price rocket up. I really, really, really am hopeful that I can do this. SO EXCITED. And so worried right now, because what if I can't pay for my ticket? What if I don't save up enough money? What if I get lost in Newark when I try to switch planes? AUGH.
...I'm still squealing with joy, and yet terrified something will go completely wrong.