Anger is not healthy but it is all I've got.
My face is cherry red right now from trying not to yell at my father. Correction, he is not my Dad anymore, he is just this thing that feels the need to insult and berate my mother. He just yells at her and she just takes it.
Today I lost my temper and I told him he needed to quit being such an asshole to mom and he called me a bitch. MY father would NEVER call me that. This asshole who took him away from me would. I'm sorry but I'm having a hard time coping today.
He is just such a bastard and it just makes me miss my Dad all the more. I just HATE this disease and it is killing my Mom slowly. She just can't deal with him sometimes because he just becomes such a dick.
I just wish other people could see him when he is like this. He doesn't do this in public often it is just primarily at home when no body is there and most of the time people think that he is such a nice and quiet dementia patient and they have no fucking clue!
JUST UGH!!!!!!
Today I lost my temper and I told him he needed to quit being such an asshole to mom and he called me a bitch. MY father would NEVER call me that. This asshole who took him away from me would. I'm sorry but I'm having a hard time coping today.
He is just such a bastard and it just makes me miss my Dad all the more. I just HATE this disease and it is killing my Mom slowly. She just can't deal with him sometimes because he just becomes such a dick.
I just wish other people could see him when he is like this. He doesn't do this in public often it is just primarily at home when no body is there and most of the time people think that he is such a nice and quiet dementia patient and they have no fucking clue!
JUST UGH!!!!!!