twoheadedboy
I am so antsy. I just want to test now but Daniel's said I have to wait until my period's due... two more days. I tested a couple days ago, as apparently this pregnancy test can detect hcg "up to five days before your missed period!", but alas, negative. Serves me right. I'm hoping it just means that there wasn't enough hormones to detect yet and I actually am knocked up, but... well. We'll see.
I find myself thinking stupid things sometimes. Such as, "oooh, I have a twitch in my right eyelid! I must be pregnant!" Well, maybe not to THAT extent, but I AM overanalysing every abnormal little twinge, when it really could be as insignificant as my body adjusting to life without hormonal contraceptives (until a couple months ago, I'd been on the pill nonstop since I was 14).
Two weeks just drags ooon and ooon.
I have an absolutely horrid taste in my mouth right now. Like sweat. ergh.
It makes me sad that we can't afford luxuries at the moment. Well... okay... It doesn't so much make me sad but there are just so many CDs that I want. I haven't bought a CD in like almost a year. lol. I feel like I need to keep up with music better than I do... rather than just listening to my favourites over and over and over (Bright Eyes, Darren Hanlon, Modest Mouse, Neutral Milk Hotel - it's like all I listen to at the moment). I need to set up a radio in here on JJJ and have it playing all the time. I need to pay more attention to who I like at shows, and buy their stuff. I'm too stingy at the moment though - I just feel that any extra dollars we have can be so much better spent on something else, or saved. Probably intelligent of me, but I just want some new muuuusic.
YEAH.
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I find myself thinking stupid things sometimes. Such as, "oooh, I have a twitch in my right eyelid! I must be pregnant!" Well, maybe not to THAT extent, but I AM overanalysing every abnormal little twinge, when it really could be as insignificant as my body adjusting to life without hormonal contraceptives (until a couple months ago, I'd been on the pill nonstop since I was 14).
Two weeks just drags ooon and ooon.
I have an absolutely horrid taste in my mouth right now. Like sweat. ergh.
It makes me sad that we can't afford luxuries at the moment. Well... okay... It doesn't so much make me sad but there are just so many CDs that I want. I haven't bought a CD in like almost a year. lol. I feel like I need to keep up with music better than I do... rather than just listening to my favourites over and over and over (Bright Eyes, Darren Hanlon, Modest Mouse, Neutral Milk Hotel - it's like all I listen to at the moment). I need to set up a radio in here on JJJ and have it playing all the time. I need to pay more attention to who I like at shows, and buy their stuff. I'm too stingy at the moment though - I just feel that any extra dollars we have can be so much better spent on something else, or saved. Probably intelligent of me, but I just want some new muuuusic.
YEAH.
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