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[ivorylines]

I'm crying on a bus bench, yes this is as pathetic as I am. I hate that I have let soo many things affect me as much as they have

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[ivorylines]

I really just come here to vent, the older you get the less you want to bother your friends with bullshit problems.I know that my real friends don't really mind but as you know it gets old.

I appreciate your advice especially since when I saw that you responded I actually got scared..haha...

I am really unhappy there and I know I have choices to make but I'm seriously just trying to stick this out till the end of the summer. I have made some plans and decided I'll be traveling a bit and can't really do that with a new job. I really just wanted to quit and go to South America for awhile and then when I got back I'd figure things out. The last thing I want is to wake up one day and realize I'm old and unhappy because I never pursued anything I wanted to do. Urban is just a job right now and hopefully it will only stay that way until the end of the summer. School is also an option and if that happens then I'll probably stay with Urban as a part time option but at least then I'd feel like I'm working towards something.
Responding to you has actually made me feel a lot better , so thank you ! really...

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