The truth is incontrovertible. Panic may resent it; ignorance may deride it; malice may distort it;
..but there it is..
Well, unfortunately I missed today's school... My alarm clock didn't go off. I think because the power went out sometime in the night. I woke up to find the thing flashing. And mind you, after I started up the computer, I found out I had woken up around 1:50 pm...ugh. Well, I wrote an e-mail to James, and it was a truthful one. I really have to stop being so dependant on that damn alarm clock. Kind of embarassed me...
Everyone that's been worried, I think I'm alright. I may have a little liver damage, but I'm not sure yet. I have to call a clinic here and see what they need. If they need a Manitoba card, I may be eligible for one now. Hopefully. I'm trying to take it easy, and take a lot of my friends advice. To not stress. I'm headed for some ulcers if I don't stop. And god knows I love my mother, but I don't want to end up being as stressed as she is.
Yeah, it kind of hurts that I don't have many friends around here. But I'll live I guess. I don't get out enough to meet anyone, though we haven't had the money for me to before. Now that money troubles are lessening, I may try to sign myself up in a few things. I have always wanted to go into kickboxing, fencing, horse back riding, dance lessons (especially swing) and the like. Unfortunately I don't think I'm in shape for most of that yet. I have to get my butt to the pool and start up swimming again. Despite what I think I look like in a bathing suit and all... Hopefully when I feel better about myself, I can meet some people around here - or go out and have some fun with the few people I already know.
The good thing is, well, he did respond in ICQ, and I'm happy he did. He says he still cares, and I really hope he does. It's been tearing me up inside. I don't know about working on my old story I was working on, but I'd love to help him with his stories, scripts and the like - just as I used to. Distance makes some things hard, though Ian and I are planning to go back to Windsor in a few years. Hopefully, the people I do want to see will still be there. Until then, I may visit next summer or something. At the very least probably next Christmas. I have to see my family too.
It's been rather hot around here, but thankfully we bought a fan yesterday. I think that'll help Ian sleep. He's asleep right now, had his second day of work. I had e-mailed his parents, as well as Dave - and I got responses to all those e-mails. I know he has trouble talking to his parents sometimes, and I don't mind e-mailing them to catch them up on what's been going on around here. Poor thing is sleeping, as he's on nights. But he's going a great job, and I'm proud of him. I always believed in him, even when no one else would. I always will.
I have a midterm in Novell on Wednesday, which I'm nervous about. I have to study this weekend. Man... hope I do well. Ian's birthday is also coming up on Monday. If he's working then, I think we'll celebrate on Sunday. His parents sent something, though I'm not too sure what it is - but by one of their e-mails, I think I may have an idea. I already bought him Unlimited Saga, and I'm also going to buy him a few books. It made me upset that I couldn't surprise him, but he's promised I can for Christmas. *s* I'm excited about Christmas. Though his parents won't be here, and I won't be spending it with my parents - we're going to spend it together, with Astra and maybe another addition. We're thinking about getting another kitten around Christmas. A friend for Astra, and a cute black and white fluffball. I can't even wait for thansgiving or halloween. I'm going to make a great dinner for thanksgiving and for halloween I want to decorate the house and give out chocolate bars to the kids in the neighbourhood. I enjoy holidays. They can be so much fun and so warm and comforting.
Well, I'm starving, and I should change out of these pyjamas and stuff. Man, this late day made me feel like a bum. A bum! *kills her alarm clock*
Later Days!
Well, unfortunately I missed today's school... My alarm clock didn't go off. I think because the power went out sometime in the night. I woke up to find the thing flashing. And mind you, after I started up the computer, I found out I had woken up around 1:50 pm...ugh. Well, I wrote an e-mail to James, and it was a truthful one. I really have to stop being so dependant on that damn alarm clock. Kind of embarassed me...
Everyone that's been worried, I think I'm alright. I may have a little liver damage, but I'm not sure yet. I have to call a clinic here and see what they need. If they need a Manitoba card, I may be eligible for one now. Hopefully. I'm trying to take it easy, and take a lot of my friends advice. To not stress. I'm headed for some ulcers if I don't stop. And god knows I love my mother, but I don't want to end up being as stressed as she is.
Yeah, it kind of hurts that I don't have many friends around here. But I'll live I guess. I don't get out enough to meet anyone, though we haven't had the money for me to before. Now that money troubles are lessening, I may try to sign myself up in a few things. I have always wanted to go into kickboxing, fencing, horse back riding, dance lessons (especially swing) and the like. Unfortunately I don't think I'm in shape for most of that yet. I have to get my butt to the pool and start up swimming again. Despite what I think I look like in a bathing suit and all... Hopefully when I feel better about myself, I can meet some people around here - or go out and have some fun with the few people I already know.
The good thing is, well, he did respond in ICQ, and I'm happy he did. He says he still cares, and I really hope he does. It's been tearing me up inside. I don't know about working on my old story I was working on, but I'd love to help him with his stories, scripts and the like - just as I used to. Distance makes some things hard, though Ian and I are planning to go back to Windsor in a few years. Hopefully, the people I do want to see will still be there. Until then, I may visit next summer or something. At the very least probably next Christmas. I have to see my family too.
It's been rather hot around here, but thankfully we bought a fan yesterday. I think that'll help Ian sleep. He's asleep right now, had his second day of work. I had e-mailed his parents, as well as Dave - and I got responses to all those e-mails. I know he has trouble talking to his parents sometimes, and I don't mind e-mailing them to catch them up on what's been going on around here. Poor thing is sleeping, as he's on nights. But he's going a great job, and I'm proud of him. I always believed in him, even when no one else would. I always will.
I have a midterm in Novell on Wednesday, which I'm nervous about. I have to study this weekend. Man... hope I do well. Ian's birthday is also coming up on Monday. If he's working then, I think we'll celebrate on Sunday. His parents sent something, though I'm not too sure what it is - but by one of their e-mails, I think I may have an idea. I already bought him Unlimited Saga, and I'm also going to buy him a few books. It made me upset that I couldn't surprise him, but he's promised I can for Christmas. *s* I'm excited about Christmas. Though his parents won't be here, and I won't be spending it with my parents - we're going to spend it together, with Astra and maybe another addition. We're thinking about getting another kitten around Christmas. A friend for Astra, and a cute black and white fluffball. I can't even wait for thansgiving or halloween. I'm going to make a great dinner for thanksgiving and for halloween I want to decorate the house and give out chocolate bars to the kids in the neighbourhood. I enjoy holidays. They can be so much fun and so warm and comforting.
Well, I'm starving, and I should change out of these pyjamas and stuff. Man, this late day made me feel like a bum. A bum! *kills her alarm clock*
Later Days!