We all should just ride around on hovercrafts
I'm serious about that title. Man, I'm nearly 18 and I still don't have my driver's license. I haven't made such a big deal about it before. I started out being too terrified that I would hit someone, so I was never a smooth driver. Every time a car would just be on the same road as me or pass by me, I would freak out. I got over it last summer in time to get my permit, thank God, but I STILL have problems.
I've had to take the driver's test three times already, and I've failed EVERY time. The third test was this morning, and I was not allowed to even finish it cause I nearly crashed into someone while turning at a stoplight. I hate getting honked at, jsyk. It does not help my anxiety. The worst thing is, each time I took my test, I failed for completely different reasons. Each time. First was cause I passed the white lines or whatever (which shouldn't have even failed me in the first place), second was cause I hit the curb one too many times, and now this. I guess it's cause I get too nervous. I don't know. I seem to just mess up every time, even though I do everything perfectly while practicing. It's the testing environment, man. It's not cool. And frankly, it embarrasses me, tbh. I felt like the only person in the world having this many problems. My best friend reassured me that I'm really not, though. *sigh* It's just so frustrating. And I only have ONE more time to pass it, or I have to wait 6 months... after I've already gone to college. What bullshit.
Ugh. I just can't take the stress. It's killin' me. I was so angry this morning, and I'm a non-violent person, so I couldn't destroy my bedroom, which sucked. And I'm also not one for personal drama, it's annoying, so this really sucks. So under the cut is just all the angry gif's I have for me to work out my frustrations. I know I'm obsessed with gif's, but it helps, ok. You don't have to click.
I'm still on that hovercraft idea, btw. Who's with me?
gif therapy
I've had to take the driver's test three times already, and I've failed EVERY time. The third test was this morning, and I was not allowed to even finish it cause I nearly crashed into someone while turning at a stoplight. I hate getting honked at, jsyk. It does not help my anxiety. The worst thing is, each time I took my test, I failed for completely different reasons. Each time. First was cause I passed the white lines or whatever (which shouldn't have even failed me in the first place), second was cause I hit the curb one too many times, and now this. I guess it's cause I get too nervous. I don't know. I seem to just mess up every time, even though I do everything perfectly while practicing. It's the testing environment, man. It's not cool. And frankly, it embarrasses me, tbh. I felt like the only person in the world having this many problems. My best friend reassured me that I'm really not, though. *sigh* It's just so frustrating. And I only have ONE more time to pass it, or I have to wait 6 months... after I've already gone to college. What bullshit.
Ugh. I just can't take the stress. It's killin' me. I was so angry this morning, and I'm a non-violent person, so I couldn't destroy my bedroom, which sucked. And I'm also not one for personal drama, it's annoying, so this really sucks. So under the cut is just all the angry gif's I have for me to work out my frustrations. I know I'm obsessed with gif's, but it helps, ok. You don't have to click.
I'm still on that hovercraft idea, btw. Who's with me?
gif therapy