Oct 26, 2005 20:30
Party in two days!
Party, party, party. <3
Which is...all I can really think about. Ugh, I CANNOT WAIT to gooo~. ;-; But...then I can. I'm so worried about who's actually going to show, and who won't, I just...nhn. I hope majority of the kids come, like JENNY.
-Hint, hint.- >_>;;;
Ee-heh. Anyways, yeah. Today was a fucking blast? Yeah, I guess. We'll pretty anyways. I cleaned all day. Wooh~, oh so fun. The best part was really getting to spend so much time with Ryou, though. He's so unbelievably adorkable. It kind of sucks, because I'll be gone most of the weekend, so time with him will be limited. Pff...but at least there's all day after school tomorrow!
...After 3 pm, since SOMEBODY has to take a make-up German el test, which is good, because I will get to stare at my favorite sophmore all day~ long. <3 He's such a handsome devil. x3.
But, I don't know. I feel...weird and yeah. It's so not cool. I think I used to be funnier. Random, I know, but...I think the older I get, the more I lose my sense of humor, which isn't cool at all. I just...remember laughing all the time before. Maybe it was just how close all my friends and I were then, though. All we did was have a great time, and we had all these jokes; ugh. Now though, it's different. I'm not that close to very many people-things. I hate time, I really do. It takes too long and man, it blows.
Just...ugh. I miss Ryou already. T__T
And I know what I don't want to do already. Walk tomorrow. I want to die every day because I hate excersize with a big fucking "e". Excersize fucking sucks, PE fucking sucks, and I'd rather die than walk any longer, case closed. Why did I take that class?! (Because you needed a PE credit and you thought it'd be an easy A? >_>) Oh damn, why am I always wrong?! WHY!
...I don't know, but I do know how much I hate walking but <3 Jenneh and Brookeh. Why can't we just like...I don't know, get special privledges and get to um. Sleep? Sleep is good excersize, oh man. I feel the burn every morning and god.
Now I will shut up, because I'm tired and need to go to bed, before I mention what pisses me off, and continue to complain about how much I miss my luffs.
._. R'ooo, Angeeeel.
Nhn.
<3
AND I HAVE THE COOLEST DINOSAUR COSTUME FOR THE PARTY..!
Oh man.