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Mar 26, 2004 23:44

Gotta love these scenarios, So I am friends with Guy #1, Guy #2, Ladie #1 and I dont know Ladie #2.

A while back Ladie #1 invited me to come out and see her and Ladie #2 at Ladie #1's unnamed place, the only way I could make it out there would be to bring Guy #1, who niether Ladie #1 or #2 know, and Ladie #1 and #2 were perfectly fine with that, still couldnt make it though.

Today I spoke to Ladie #1 and Guy #2 and I am not allowed to go along with them and the excuse given is Ladie #2 wouldnt be comfy around me, LoL!!!??? same Ladie #2 who was fine to be in this unnamed place in the previous scenario with me and Guy #1 who she did not know, and under the influence. Funny eh? I dunno seems to me that because Guy #2 was around Ladie #1, Ladie #1 just cant focus on anything else =\, ohh ya Ladie #1 you flaked on me Wensday and you pulled this funny stuff on me today =p.

No worries though Ladie #1, I guess you can say I got a good kick outa thinking about these 2 scenerios, and what I was told was the reason for me to stay behind =P. Ohh and Ive figured out your flake/excuse signal, you stutter slightley and pass the phone to someone around you that I know LoL.

To the girl whos haunted my thoughts:

"I know your type I know your kind ya
Quick to back down
You be leaving when there's drama
Quick to back down
Fucking fake ass
Quick to back down
Soft and cornflake ya
Quick to back down
You ya whole crew ya
Quick to back down"

My thoughts this week:

"Feeling like a fool inside.
Feeling all the hurt you hide.
Thought you were my friend.
Seems it never ends.
I need somebody someone.
Can't somebody help me.
All I need is to be.
Loved just for me."

"I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late

Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made"
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