The moments that mean nothing..
... So I am talking to this kid who I have, up until this point, for the last year, invested all of my thoughts, feeling and emotions in. He has long since fallen and recently tried the "we are going to be friends" tactic.. but he's cold to me... I am crying my eyes out, in a pathetic attempt to make a toddeler see that he's hurting me through his actions. My statement to him is this... "I have fallen down this hill before... every time I hit the bottom and cry, forgetting I was ever at the top. But eventually I will climb again... and one day, I will reach the top... but I am never the same to the person who first helped me to fall.".... meaning he was aiding my depression and that I may have to cut myself off to him. I asked him not to be angry with me... and you know what he said.....????
"WHere did you get that from?"
I responded with, "what?".. again... he asked, "where did you get that from, liek a song? Or did you make it up?"
I think that was when the age difference hit me.. he's 19yrs old... I am 22... I never thought the years ment a damn thing. But they do.
"I guess, I made that up..."
"That's amazing"
I don't think there will be any need to be crying over spilt milk anymore... it simply hurts when you had a place you turned to for everything... and now that place is gone... is this a "who moved my cheese" situation?
"WHere did you get that from?"
I responded with, "what?".. again... he asked, "where did you get that from, liek a song? Or did you make it up?"
I think that was when the age difference hit me.. he's 19yrs old... I am 22... I never thought the years ment a damn thing. But they do.
"I guess, I made that up..."
"That's amazing"
I don't think there will be any need to be crying over spilt milk anymore... it simply hurts when you had a place you turned to for everything... and now that place is gone... is this a "who moved my cheese" situation?