Insomnia is a BITCH
I don't think I'll be sleeping tonight.
I can't tell if I have a lot of things on my mind or what, but I don't feel like I should have a lot on my mind, honestly. Everything is going well for what I have to deal with.
I have a guy 1200 miles away (I know, sad right?) but he adores me and can't wait to see me in TWO MONTHS from yesterday. hehehe We are so lame but I love it anyways. We are going to Vegas and I dunno how excited I am, being that it is the weekend before finals. I know I am being a little bit irresponsible, but this is college, the best time of my life supposedly, right? And really, isn't it my last opportunity to be irresponsible? Being that just after college you have to get a real job, work the whole 9-5 crap and pay bills that your parents aren't going to back you on? On top of that, should it be that I actually have to take out student loans, I will have a lot of shit I need to pay for when I get done with school. Then there is always the hassle of graduate school, and by the time you're done with your bachelor's degree, who really has any money left for graduate school???
I guess I kinda do have a few things running through my mind right now. Lame if you ask me cuz nothing interesting is really going on in my life. I need a job.
I need to pay Amr back cuz he's going nutzo on me... but since when was that new news???
Seriously, you borrow money from a guy that wants you back, he realizes you already have someone else in your life, and suddenly that creates a state of panic and war and chaos for him??? It's lame. The one thing I can say for myself is that I am a woMAN of my word and if I say I am going to do something, I am going to do it. Hands down, no excuses. Get the fuck over it if you still even bother reading this shit. I doubt anyone does. So I suppose in all actuality, this has turned into the place I rant when I'm confused or upset... or in the case of tonight, I just can't sleep. Maybe I'll get the opportunity between classes tomorrow to come home and take a nap. Problem with that is I never want to go back to school after the nap. Hmph... time to read for computer programming... if that can't put me to sleep, I do not know what will.
I can't tell if I have a lot of things on my mind or what, but I don't feel like I should have a lot on my mind, honestly. Everything is going well for what I have to deal with.
I have a guy 1200 miles away (I know, sad right?) but he adores me and can't wait to see me in TWO MONTHS from yesterday. hehehe We are so lame but I love it anyways. We are going to Vegas and I dunno how excited I am, being that it is the weekend before finals. I know I am being a little bit irresponsible, but this is college, the best time of my life supposedly, right? And really, isn't it my last opportunity to be irresponsible? Being that just after college you have to get a real job, work the whole 9-5 crap and pay bills that your parents aren't going to back you on? On top of that, should it be that I actually have to take out student loans, I will have a lot of shit I need to pay for when I get done with school. Then there is always the hassle of graduate school, and by the time you're done with your bachelor's degree, who really has any money left for graduate school???
I guess I kinda do have a few things running through my mind right now. Lame if you ask me cuz nothing interesting is really going on in my life. I need a job.
I need to pay Amr back cuz he's going nutzo on me... but since when was that new news???
Seriously, you borrow money from a guy that wants you back, he realizes you already have someone else in your life, and suddenly that creates a state of panic and war and chaos for him??? It's lame. The one thing I can say for myself is that I am a woMAN of my word and if I say I am going to do something, I am going to do it. Hands down, no excuses. Get the fuck over it if you still even bother reading this shit. I doubt anyone does. So I suppose in all actuality, this has turned into the place I rant when I'm confused or upset... or in the case of tonight, I just can't sleep. Maybe I'll get the opportunity between classes tomorrow to come home and take a nap. Problem with that is I never want to go back to school after the nap. Hmph... time to read for computer programming... if that can't put me to sleep, I do not know what will.