I love you and I'm telling you this much is true all of my life I've been waiting for you...

[iveseenbigger]

Basically... I feel like shit. I feel like everyone in my life is shit and that sux. I just don't understand why anyone who loves you so much would hurt you as much as I am hurting right now...

God this sux.

God grant me the courage to get through this, the heart to know whats right, and the strength to carry through my convictions... this is horrible.