I hate when LJ erases my posts...
Sunday I hung out with Andrew, he made me smile cuz I've been really depressed. I thought it would have been really awkward because I haven't seen him in over a year so I brought Sarah. However, it wasn't weird at all, in fact, it was really nice to see him. He makes me happy which no one has been able to in a while. He let me bowl for him, I got a strike, it was cool. He paid my gas, that was nice too. Andrew is such a nice guy, I hope to start hanging out with him more.
FOR SARAH: I HATE UM, I HATE BOYS! I HATE UM ALL!... I NEED A BOY, I NEED A BOY! I NEED SOME LUVIN!!
So things with Amr are good. We're not broken up, we're on a break... I think. We aren't acting like we're broken up... he called me his princess (something every girl wants to hear, esp. from their boyfriend of over a year) and ::gasp:: beautiful. Awww... I was happy. So we're on a break I guess... and its not so much a break for our relationship but more for the fact that he has a lot on his plate with family and stuff and saving his house that he doesn't want to hurt me or let me down or piss me off because he's got to have his priorities straight. As much as I want to help him in everything, I guess I kinda appreciate the fact that he wants to do this on his own and spare me the heartache. I love him though and I don't feel broken up because we're TOGETHER in every sense of the word still. He even gave me back my Tiffany&Co Elsa Perreti open-heart necklace and told me that it was significant. About a week before he gave it back to me he said that if he were to ever give it back, it would show that he still loved me. I like knowing he loves me.
RANDOM, Danielle called me. She doesn't want to be friends with Sarah anymore, she just wants to be friends with me. The whole thing is too bizarre and I'm not going to get myself involved again. She said a lot of hurtful things and anyone who knows me knows that it is NO BUENO to insult Amr... So out of respect for Sarah who has been an amazing friend since the shit went down with Danielle after the casino a little while back, I'm not going to start up shit again and I'm not going to choose Danielle over Sarah after all this.
I'M GOING TO THE BAHAMAS!!! I need a friend to go with me whether it be ash, sarah, or margo... someone has to go! I need a friend to go.
Lastly, I have still been relatively glum lately. The best way to describe that would be the fact that yesterday I overslept and missed the last class before my 4th Geography test (I still have one more test) and then I overslept for Whitehall too. I dunno if I still have my job there, but what do I care? If she expects me to work when I'm supposed to be in school, then fuck that. I have my priorities straight, I know school comes first. After all that my mom was late to meeting me at the credit union to refinance my car since she wants me to pay for it. Then we got in a big fight because she lost the current loan information that I gave her a week ago and now is saying she never saw it. My mom never takes responsibility for anything she does wrong, especially her disorganization. Then Sarah made me a little glum by being brutally honest so I talked to Margo and she made me smile lotz and I drove up to Long Beach to visit Ash. We were supposed to see the sneak preview of "EnVy" but we didn't get in so we went to dinner at HOOTERS hahahah, so fun! Then we went back to her apartment and I crashed almost instantly. I love that girl.
Off to hopefully get some form of tan in this hot weather.
FOR SARAH: I HATE UM, I HATE BOYS! I HATE UM ALL!... I NEED A BOY, I NEED A BOY! I NEED SOME LUVIN!!
So things with Amr are good. We're not broken up, we're on a break... I think. We aren't acting like we're broken up... he called me his princess (something every girl wants to hear, esp. from their boyfriend of over a year) and ::gasp:: beautiful. Awww... I was happy. So we're on a break I guess... and its not so much a break for our relationship but more for the fact that he has a lot on his plate with family and stuff and saving his house that he doesn't want to hurt me or let me down or piss me off because he's got to have his priorities straight. As much as I want to help him in everything, I guess I kinda appreciate the fact that he wants to do this on his own and spare me the heartache. I love him though and I don't feel broken up because we're TOGETHER in every sense of the word still. He even gave me back my Tiffany&Co Elsa Perreti open-heart necklace and told me that it was significant. About a week before he gave it back to me he said that if he were to ever give it back, it would show that he still loved me. I like knowing he loves me.
RANDOM, Danielle called me. She doesn't want to be friends with Sarah anymore, she just wants to be friends with me. The whole thing is too bizarre and I'm not going to get myself involved again. She said a lot of hurtful things and anyone who knows me knows that it is NO BUENO to insult Amr... So out of respect for Sarah who has been an amazing friend since the shit went down with Danielle after the casino a little while back, I'm not going to start up shit again and I'm not going to choose Danielle over Sarah after all this.
I'M GOING TO THE BAHAMAS!!! I need a friend to go with me whether it be ash, sarah, or margo... someone has to go! I need a friend to go.
Lastly, I have still been relatively glum lately. The best way to describe that would be the fact that yesterday I overslept and missed the last class before my 4th Geography test (I still have one more test) and then I overslept for Whitehall too. I dunno if I still have my job there, but what do I care? If she expects me to work when I'm supposed to be in school, then fuck that. I have my priorities straight, I know school comes first. After all that my mom was late to meeting me at the credit union to refinance my car since she wants me to pay for it. Then we got in a big fight because she lost the current loan information that I gave her a week ago and now is saying she never saw it. My mom never takes responsibility for anything she does wrong, especially her disorganization. Then Sarah made me a little glum by being brutally honest so I talked to Margo and she made me smile lotz and I drove up to Long Beach to visit Ash. We were supposed to see the sneak preview of "EnVy" but we didn't get in so we went to dinner at HOOTERS hahahah, so fun! Then we went back to her apartment and I crashed almost instantly. I love that girl.
Off to hopefully get some form of tan in this hot weather.