If this is for the best why are you still in my heart, are you still in my soul, let me let go...
I'll be the first to admit it, I'm not making to best of decisions right now. We're broken up, ya, I'm single, but I'm not acting like it. I should be loving it and meeting new people and doing my own thing cuz I've been single for almost a month now, and basically I should just be moving on... not still being with him in every sense of the phrase "being with him" could mean. I'm not being smart about this situation what-so-ever and that in all honesty is making me a bit glum. I don't want to be making the wrong decision, but the decisions I make feel right at the time. It's only later when I realize that after all is said and DONE, he still hasn't asked me out and that makes me a little glum to say the least.
So now I'm off to my new job at Whitehall Jewelers. I'm really nervous about this job because I don't know if I can sell jewelry. I love jewelry, but can I make other people love it as much as I do? And even better, can I make them buy it? It's so stressful. I really want to go through the training process instead of being there for 7 hours today and not knowing what I'm doing. I've watched a few videos, but it isn't like I know the techniques now, I feel like there is a lot to learn. On top of all that, I have to learn how to advise them to open up a credit account with us! I'm such a nervous wreck about everything having to do with this job. Crunch is such a chill job cuz I walked in and there are no specified rules... I take care of kids, I clean up at the end of the day, and I check them in and out to make sure I get payment for them. It's sooo easy. Why can't all jobs be this simple? I know Whitehall is a great opportunity since Karmen did everything in her power to get me hired... she offered me a job there on the spot! Oh well... hopefully the nerves will subside. I think I'm just a nervous wreck because of everything going on in my life... especially with Whitehall and things with Amr. :( Man, I'm so sad face. (love ya heather!)
Oh well off to work.
So now I'm off to my new job at Whitehall Jewelers. I'm really nervous about this job because I don't know if I can sell jewelry. I love jewelry, but can I make other people love it as much as I do? And even better, can I make them buy it? It's so stressful. I really want to go through the training process instead of being there for 7 hours today and not knowing what I'm doing. I've watched a few videos, but it isn't like I know the techniques now, I feel like there is a lot to learn. On top of all that, I have to learn how to advise them to open up a credit account with us! I'm such a nervous wreck about everything having to do with this job. Crunch is such a chill job cuz I walked in and there are no specified rules... I take care of kids, I clean up at the end of the day, and I check them in and out to make sure I get payment for them. It's sooo easy. Why can't all jobs be this simple? I know Whitehall is a great opportunity since Karmen did everything in her power to get me hired... she offered me a job there on the spot! Oh well... hopefully the nerves will subside. I think I'm just a nervous wreck because of everything going on in my life... especially with Whitehall and things with Amr. :( Man, I'm so sad face. (love ya heather!)
Oh well off to work.