Aug 19, 2006 16:30
i am ofiacly moving to calgary
my coaches think its best but is it really today some one called me a joke and told me im pathedic and i think im amazing when im not but to tell yu the truth i dont think im amazing i noe i have sooo much to work on but im trying as hard as i can my body is sore alot but theres not much more i can do i realise this is a big thing maybe this person is jelous but could tney truly be right you noe it would be really good if a certin person wasnt such an ass about everyhting lately but FUCK HIM i dont care just one less friend at skool at the moment the only one last thing i need him for is how to take the buss to skool in the morning then im done with him forever unless he smartens up but that wont happen so FUCK HIM i was excited to move untill today now im scared and feel lyk a joke and really wonder wut pple think i mean this person isnt that good at htere sport and they plann to move to calgary so why cant i i guess but id lyk to say it doenst bother me but it does alot
i come home on the 24th of augest for a few days to pack and see my friends b4 i leave comming home is gonna be so weird because im going to haveparents im ue to just comming home when ever i want and not worrying about calling anyone or that also i dont have a 5min wlak to the train that will take me everyware but atlest it will be warm at home so thats good i need to start packing my stuff witch kinda sucks packing is so anoying i hate it but some of my friends said they would help me move in spencer said hes pro at ikea furniture witch is sweet i suck at it and will probably get frustrated and quit because i dont understand those stupid little drawings