now they have the option of changing the date.. what is the point of that? Tricky.. tricky..
I love coming home.. knowing there will always be someone to greet me.. whether it be a member of my family.. or one of my cats.. Granted Stu only greets me because im a source of food..But Iris is always genuinely happy so see me. Cats are wonderful. SO things have been going nicely for me lately. Schools been going well.. just need to get that Accounting grade up a bit.. work hasnt been too overwhelmingly annoying.. And family friends and Daryl (i guess that would be my "social life") have been wonderful. My life has been moving at a wonderful pace lately.. I havent been overwhelmed with school work and work work.. I cut back on my animal shelter time-to everyother tuesday, which is easy on me and i still get to help out my cats. One thing that has been on my mind lots is going away to school next year.. that is if i do go.. I have only applied to one place.. and frankly i think its the only place im going to apply.. seeing as im sort of running out of time.. and also im so undecided right now, as to where i want my life to go, its crazy.. As i see it, there is no real academic reasons i shouldnt be accepted.. im above the required GPA.. all my credits from HACC will transfer.. ect. ect.. But if for some reason i dont get accepted.. perhaps i will settle for shippensburg or pennstate or some other school i really have no desire to go to.. but i can finish school.. and still maintain pretty much the life i have now.. wich would be super great because im really happy with my life right now.. but i need to think about the future..I know i want to finish school.. but do i want to finish it with the major i have now? to i really enjoy business? I DONT KNOW... I guess its hard to judge, because i have yet to take a business class.. i have marketing next semester.. so that should be nice for helping me know.. I have always wanted to live in the city.. for a little.. give it a chance.. change my lifestyle.. see how it goes.. But at this point i really dont want it to change..I wish there was a way in which i could pick up my whole life and move it with me.. where ever i decide to go.. but it definatly doesnt work like that. Moving to the city is pretty much risking my friendships, my wonderful relationship, and my closeness with my family.. And im not sure its a risk i am willing to take.. and no one will talk about it.. My parents think its a bad idea.. moving to the city.. i dont think they take me seriously...Daryl never seems to want to hear anything about it.. so i cant really talk to him.. my friends will listen.. but they all plan on living around here for the rest of their lives.. well all except megan.. So i can talk to her.. but how am i supposed to base my decision on one opinion.. and yeah.. it should probably be what I WANT.. but im so confused as to what i do want..grr.. sorry this entry is probably just endless rambling to any of you reading it.. but its been going through my mind for probably the past 4 months.. But when you have no one that will actually listen and care about what you have to say.. you must turn to livejournal : ) hah.. well its late.. i have school in the AM.. so im going to go.. Goodnight everyone.